7 things

what are things you enjoy doing even when there's no one around you?
i talk to my self, read books, watch tv... reminisce about sentimental stuffs, watch movies that will surely make me cry, write in my journal, think deep thoughts

what lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level?
eating good food, watch movies, read books, talking to friends, creating accessories, yosi break, shopping

7 things that scare you.loosing the people that I love
death
rats
being alone
rejection
failure
not being happy

7 things you like the most.good food
the beach/water
quality time with friends
my family
my loving barkada
teddy bears
music

7 important things in your bedroom.closet
tv
radio
pillows
blanket
books
my kikay stuff

7 random facts about you.im not a risk taker
I have a chipped front tooth cuz I tripped over a chair when I was a kid
I love to eat
I like to sleep
I hate guys na mayabang
I love my family more than anything in the world
I love my brother so much

7 things you plan to do before you die.go to Greece
make sure to visit all the fantastic places here sa Pinas
learn scuba diving
go skinny dippin
join a traithlon
tell the special pips na I love them so much
organize a special gathering for the abandoned babies

7 things you can do.
sing
drink tequila and not get drunk! Hehe as if
stay awake for 30 hrs straight
cook?
Talk on the phone for the longest time possible
Sleep for more than 10 hours
Swim

7 things you can't do.wash my laundry ( allergic to detergent soap)
tell someone that I like him
steal someone’s bf
exchange my family for someone
be way from my family for a long time

7 things that attract you to the opposite sex.eyes
intelligence
maasikaso
mabango
daliri! (haha)
someone that I can talk about almost everything
good conversationalist

7 things you say the most.charos
di nga?
Tangerks
Shonga
Hay naku?
Ur so mean?
Ah ewan

7 celeb crushes.heath ledger
eric bana
orlando bloom
rob thomas
mark abaya
brad pitt
angelina jolie

7 people that you want to take this quiz.tweena
johnny
iking
gain
kat
kelo
lonie

the tale of the sinangag

had a tiresome day yesterday.. our househelp left and we all had to do the chores by ourselves... started the day by slicing almost a hundred pieces of calamansi which my mom wanted me to juice. damn, my hands hurt! thank God, i didnt get any wounds in the process of doing so.. next job would be ironing all the clothes. i could say that this was my forte.. i missed doing that particular chore.. unfortunately my body wasnt prepared for it.. my hands hurt and my feet hurt from standing up for a long time. but that was ok, i was glad to help my mom in doing the household chores. =) next, my mom asked me to heat all the food and cook sinangag for our dinner. i was really enthusiastic and thought that at least i would get to hone my cooking skills. cooking sinangag was fun, i put in a lot of garlic and thought of mixing a bit of java sauce to give it a different flavor. i really thought that i did well with my sinangag.. but unfortunately when dinner time came, none from my family even tasted my sinangag! huwaahhh! after putting all my effort into it no one even bothered to taste it.. my brother even commented that ala daw syang lasa..huwaaatt??!!!! that hurts! well, bottom line, since no one bothered to eat my sinangag, i consumed all of it na lang, sayang naman di ba if itatapon sya..gud enough reason for me to eat a lot pa..haha

i wonder when will i get the inspiration to cook again?.. =)

alone

why do we sometimes feel so alone, even if we are in the company of other people? i just recently watched Chasing Liberty this weekend. And a line from Mandy Moore suddenly struck me right in the heart. these are not her exact words but anyways here it is: "I am always in the company of other people and i am never alone, but why do i always feel so alone?" Somehow those words did mean a lot to me.. Yes I do have a lot of friends, and I know that a lot of people do love and care for me.. But then there are still moments when I feel that I am alone, that nobody understands me.. i guess people do sometimes feel that way.. maybe its just a normal part of life.. maybe there are certain things that only you yourself can completely understand and feel. being alone isnt completely negative at all. sometimes being alone can help you clear your mind and help you understand yourself better.. i dont really know where this blog is leading to, just random thoughts that came to mind...

such a crybaby...

i am a crybaby and i am not ashamed to say it.. i dont know why, but almost everything easily makes me cry.. maybe i am just so intouch with my emotional side that i always find a reason or something to make me cry.. i guess in some way it helps me release some pent up emotions, but i guess most of the time its just my way of coping with the emotions that i am feeling at the moment.. last week, again i cried for the nth time.. but not because i am sad or depressed but because i was so touched.. ur asking why? well i know this may sound mushy, but i cried because of a poem that my brother wrote.. until that moment when he gave me a copy of the poem that he wrote that night, i didnt realize how he much he appreciated and loved me as his sister.. maybe you are thinking, how come i didnt realize earlier that yes my brother does love me.. well just to give you a background, my brother is not that expressive when it comes to expressing his emotions towards other people, so for him to be able to translate into words his feelings towards us really means a lot to me...after gushing over his poem and having my parents take a look at it, i came up to my brother and gave him the tightest hug one could ever give and told him that i love him too!you guys may think that this is all too mushy...but its never too late to tell the people who are special to you that you love them..oh man, here i go again, tears are beginning to form around my eyes just as i try to finish this blog..damn, im such a crybaby!

speed of sound

i dont completely understandthe lyrics of the song, but i so like it right now....

"Speed Of Sound"

Coldplay

How long before I get in?

Before it starts, before I begin?

How long before you decide?

Before I know what it feels like?

Where To, where do I go?

If you never try, then you'll never know.

How long do I have to climb,

Up on the side of this mountain of mine?

Look up, I look up at night,

Planets are moving at the speed of light.

Climb up, up in the trees,

every chance that you get,is a chance you seize.

How long am I gonna stand,

with my head stuck under the sand?

I'll start before I can stop,

before I see things the right way up.

All that noise, and all that sound,

All those places I got found.

And birds go flying at the speed of sound,

to show you how it all began.

Birds came flying from the underground,

if you could see it then you'd understand?

Ideas that you'll never find,

All the inventors could never design.

The buildings that you put up,Japan and China all lit up.

The sign that I couldn't read,

or a light that I couldn't see,

some things you have to believe,

but others are puzzles, puzzling me.

All that noise, and all that sound,
All those places I got found.
And birds go flying at the speed of sound,
to show you how it all began.
Birds came flying from the underground,
if you could see it then you'd understand?

All those signs, I knew what they meant.

Some things you can invent.

Some get made, and some get sent,

Ooh?

Birds go flying at the speed of sound,

to show you how it all began.

Birds came flying from the underground,

if you could see it then you'd understand,

ah, when you see it then you'll understand?

making decisions.....

decisions... there are certain decisions that we have to make in life. sometimes those decisions can be tough since it involves your long term plans and it may affect the people around you.. decisions depend mainly on what you want and what you need to do.. its very easy to say that you have already made your decision but its harder to make the decision itself.. people around you such as your friends and family can help you make up your mind but in the end, the main decision still depends on you..

i miss my friends

i miss my friends.. they are my comfort zone.. whenever i feel sad or i feel bad about something, being in the company of my friends always makes the difference! these are one of those moments in which i wish i'm with my friends right now. i wish that they miss me the way that i miss them...

pretty stressed out

hewww, its been a pretty stressful week for me lately. a lot of issues came up at work, and having ur own bday is not reason enough for you to be excused. sometimes i think of giving it all up, but then again i would always feel like i am a quitter. last night when i layed down beside my parents, i asked them why does it seem that i always get the hard job and it always seemed that i am always struggling. and my mom said, may be its because God is preparing you for better things. you just have to be tough enough to endure all the hardships that you are experiencing right now and try to rise above the occasion. sometimes we may think that we are already having the most difficult problems without even realizing that there are also other people who are experiencing more difficult ones. life's tough!

life's challenges

life's tough that's all that i can say, but i guess one has to always rise above the occassion and never let your self be pulled down by the problems that you face. but i guess there always comes a point when you have to let go of all the pent up emotions that you feel for you to be all to go on.. cry a little, you have the right to feel sad, but dont wallow too much on self pity for it will bring you no where.. pick up the pieces and stand up.. i dont know where this blog is pointing at, i just wanted to say these words also maybe to convince myself.