what if i keep distance? will i be missed? will my worth be realized? ..will my absence be noticed?.. will it turn out good?.... or, along with with my disappearance and silence will be the end of everything?....
its hard to accept that sometimes your act of wanting some space leads to a total end..
but its even harder when all you want is to feel significant and worth it but then lead to a closed books in one's life..
isang tanong... sino ang pipiliin mo, ang taong may halaga sayo o ang taong nagbibigay ng halaga sayo?
simpleng tanong ngunit mahirap pumili? kung pagpapahalaga ang syang magiging basehan ng iyong desisyon sino sa dalawa ang iyong mas pipiliin? isa ito sa mga tanong sa aking isipan nitong mga nakaraang linggo..ngayon ko lang napagtanto na masakit pala malaman na ang taong pinahalagahan mo at noon ay pinahalagahan ka ay nagbago, lumayo at lumimot.. samantalang ang taong ni minsan ay di bumitaw at patuloy na nagpapahalaga ay syang hindi mo inaasahan..
ngayon, bilang panghuling katanungan..sino sa kanila ang mas matimbang?
i guess time would really prove who stayed and who let go.. the one i thought would be there the longest was the one who first gave up on the friendship.. was it because there was someone new? or was it because i wasn't always there? what made him change his mind? what made him let go? i never thought that what we had was not enough to endure the test of time...
time to let go..time to forget...time to accept the things that we can't control just yet...
