these past three months have been a roller coster ride.. i lost a friend at the office.. a friend that always made my day no matter what... it all came as a surprise as i just arrived from my trip to Cebu.. little did i know that as soon as i came back from my trip that i would be losing a good friend of mine... it may look like its nothing important but being with this friend means a lot to me... he always made it a point to make me laugh everytime he feels that I am down...as soon as i learned that he is leaving, tears just ran down my face.. it all came as a shock... i knew that things will never be the same as they were before...my separation anxiety returned...i kept on asking why this had to happen...i could never understand why he had to leave...
thoughts came into mind...i knew things will change after he leaves... things will never be the same again....even before i had a hard time accepting these kind of changes...but i know that this is beyond my control...for one whole day i couldnt do anything... i couldnt focus on what i was doing...i know there is a reason why this had to happen but i still dont understand what it is..
