domingo, marzo 07, 2010

not my usual self....

likewhat i said in my previous entry, a lot of things have changed lately...some of these changes i welcome with open arms..some of which i dont....i know at the back of my mind that i cant control the things that are happening but i guess what i can do is to embrace this changes and try to learn something from it... i can honestly say that i am not an expert in doing this, but i know that i am learning.. it's hard but i know that the things that are happening will somehow help me to become one tough cookie in facing the trials of life...

admiring and liking someone does not only bring you happiness but also disappointments...you would notice it but soon you would be doing things that you wouldnt normally do..and feel emotions that you dont usually feel.. the reason why i sad that is because i did feel the same way a few days back...i never thought that i would get that emotional with someone considering that we are just friends..i know that i am not in the position to feel that way but i had to be honest with myself... certain situations have led me to become disappointed with his actions..i hate this feeling, i really do...but unfortunately this is an emotion that i can not control...

i wish things will go back to the way they used to be...with no complications no difficulty...i just wish....

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